numbers

Sometimes i feel like my life revovles around numbers. I wake up each morning planning the number of things i will or wont eat each day, the number of calories and number of fat grams in said foods. the number it says on the tag of my jeans, The number of times i will have to lie each day as to why i am not eating and the most important two numbers: the number of weight i have to lose to reach my goal. but none of these numbers come even close to the importance of the last major number in my life. That is the number that will come up when i step on the scale in the morning, during the day, before i go to bed and before and after i go to the bathroom every day. This is the number that rules my life and this is the only number that truly matters to me. So yes my life does revolve around numbers.